[NYAPRS Enews] AP: Blind New York Governor Embraces His Disability

[Matt Canuteson]

Blind New York Governor Embraces His Disability 

By Michael Gormley Associated Press May 28, 2008 

 

ALBANY -- As a young man, David Paterson never looked for dropped change
because he didn't want people to see a blind man crawling on the floor
for nickels and dimes. He didn't use a white cane, either: it would make
him a target in his New York City neighborhood. 

But now he's 54, and in a dizzying rush of events just two months ago,
David Paterson became governor of New York. His blindness became
national news. 

"The concentration that I have had to engage to make this adjustment
sometimes feels overwhelming," Paterson told The Associated Press on
Wednesday. 

In his first extensive comments about his disability, Paterson, who took
the job March 17, also speaks with pride about how his unlikely
ascension has taught him to embrace his disability and may help others
be more comfortable with theirs. He rose from the lieutenant governor's
office when Gov. Eliot Spitzer resigned amid a prostitution scandal. 

Paterson lost sight in his left eye and much of the sight in his right
because of an infection as an infant. He can see shapes, and usually
recognizes people as they approach, but he can read for just a few
minutes at a time and must hold text close to his face. 

Another New York governor, fellow Democrat Franklin Delano Roosevelt,
once hid his polio by using secret doors and hallways in the Capitol.
But Paterson is up front about being legally blind. 

When he was a state senator, it was almost imperceptible. He couldn't
rely on teleprompters for speeches, so he memorized them. 

"He and I would often debate each other on the floor of the Senate and
his ability for recall, and for not using Braille or notes, was always
astonishing to me," said Sen. Thomas Libous, an upstate Republican from
Broome County. "You didn't even know he was disabled." 

Memorizing speeches became harder when he became lieutenant governor and
had to deliver two or three addresses a week. As governor, he does two
or three every day. 

He can't read voluminous reports, can't immediately recognize the dozens
of top aides he inherited, can't even watch a teleconference. 

Two weeks ago, his new job forced him to decide whether to confront his
disability as never before. 

At a news conference, with cameras clicking away, he hunched over with
his nose practically touching a bill as he searched for the line where
he would sign his name. The photo took up much of a page in the next
day's edition of The New York Times. 

"A number of people were actually upset that I was exposed that way by
the picture," Paterson said. "But I felt very good about the picture
because when I was younger, if I dropped change, I would never pick it
up. I wouldn't even attempt to, because I had a problem with people
watching me crawling on the floor, looking for change." 

"Only in the last few years of my life am I comfortable having people
see me display that I have a disability," said the lawyer from Harlem. 

Days after the bill signing, he was taken to the hospital with severe
head pain. A doctor performed emergency surgery on his left eye to
relieve the pain and avoid the spread of acute glaucoma. Two days later,
Paterson underwent preventive surgery on his right eye. He had the rare
time to rest for a few days. And panic struck. 

He worried that he'd forget the names, the briefings, the facts and
figures he'd committed to memory. 

"That was a little frightening, but I think I've gotten past that
point," he said. 

He said people with all kinds of disabilities -- those who have to turn
to hear people talk, or sit in a wheelchair when others are standing --
face daunting "ancillary disabilities." 

"It's how it makes you feel as a human being, and that's the reason that
a lot of people try to hide that," Paterson said. 

He's known for using a quick wit to ease political conflicts and make
light of his disability -- such as when social workers tried to persuade
him as a youth to use a white cane and a guide dog. 

"It was hard for me to get the social services people to understand
that," he remembered. "They said, 'They wouldn't attack a person with a
white cane.' I said, 'You don't know the folks.'" 

In his 10th week on the job, Paterson has taken on politically daunting
hurdles, as well. He has ordered a 3.35 percent cut in spending because
of looming deficits and a recession, and has said no to some of Albany's
powerful labor unions that sought to sweeten pensions. He has also drawn
together a fractured state government that was constantly gridlocked
under the combative Spitzer. 

"It's always encouraging to see someone like David Paterson succeed
because he does give blind people, who maybe didn't have exposure to
successful blind people, some hope going forward," said Chris Danielsen
of the National Federation of the Blind. 

And now, as the nation's only blind governor, Paterson is welcoming that
exposure. 

"I had been, on occasion, accused of trying to hide my own disability,"
the governor said. "But now, to be able to be myself and have it known
... I think there are a lot of people who have a lot of different
problems who feel more empowered. 

"If that's the case," he said, "I'm feeling pretty good about that
aspect of the job." 

http://timesunion.com/AspStories/storyprint.asp?StoryID=691824

 

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